When will I wake up without tears?

I woke up this morning about 5:30am while having a dream about A. Its a little fuzzy now, but I know I dreamt that I called his cell phone. (I don't know why since he's still at the jail and his phone is in my purse.) I was leaving him a message, I think I was crying as I spoke. And suddenly she picked up the phone and gave it to him, saying, "It's her again!" He answered and asked why I was calling when it was so early and they were still sleeping. I said something about how the kids and I thought he was still in jail, yet he obviously didn't let us know. I know there was more to the dream, but that's all I remember right now. But I woke up in the middle of it, my heart was pounding, and my pillow was wet. It took a while of working on taking steady deep breaths to calm down again.

I'd love to wake up and not have this heaviness on me. :(